even if..

“Laugh a lot, and when you’re older, all your wrinkles

will be in the right places.” -Anonymous

pretty please

i'm in a good mood today, but i just don't look it.
way to go, no one went swimming today.
fuck yeah, we won every game today anyways.

thread social silk charmeuse one shoulder dress ♥

But to everybody who’s out there thinking this is
just High School Musical—it’s not, it’s more than that.
It’s an incredibly well-written, funny, poignant show.
Give it a shot.
— Patrick Gallagher

" You might think that all the boys in school would totally
want to tap this, but my Myspace schedule keeps me
way too busy to date. "
— Rachel Berry

fuck yeah agyness deyn♥

“‘No - no - no!’ someone was shouting. ‘No! Fred! No!’
And Percy was shaking his brother, and Ron was kneeling
beside them, and Fred’s eyes stared without seeing,
the ghost of his last laugh still etched upon his face.”

-Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

october is the month

multiplication

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i was on hollister, adding this to my birthday wishlist,
even though it's tomorrow haha. i haven't had this much
time in ages, wow.

we are the sky, we are the sea

the way it goes

i know the last few posts have all been words and entries,
like actual entries about my life which is pretty gay but
i've been pretty lazy to try and post whatever i feel like
posting, but don't worry, i'll be back to it very soon!
1 more day till my birthday! my last day of being 15.
i don't feel excited or anything because i don't think it
should be any different from being 15. i went swimming
today in gym. not fun, i am not a strong swimmer nor do
i enjoy it lol. we did a bunch of warm ups, where i swallowed
so much water, and then we played water polo.
i do not enjoy water polo at all, especially at 8 o'clock in
the morning, fuck. we're going again on thursday and
monday but at least we dont have to go tomorrow for my
birthday!
sat with benetti hil marie and julien today. goodtimes,
i wish we would have more of them lol.

never say anything about yourself
that you do not want to come true

- brian tracy

the last few days of being 15. oh joy! i'm pretty sure
ing was pissed off at us today, he was being so mean with
the uniform. this girl lol, shes been starting shit and making
me laugh for the longest time. personally, i think she's a
joke just starting something over facebook and trying to
be all big lol. i dont even care, she's pathetic. so, i still
need a costume for halloween, maybe waldo, or a frenchie
or something new.
SAC is pissing me offf. they know who they are.

good morning sunday!

“Here’s to the kids. The kids who would rather spend their
night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their
headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.
Here’s to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who
will never be there for them. Here’s to the kids whose idea of a
good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.
Here’s to the kids who never were too good at life,
but still were wicked cool. Here’s to the kids who listened to
Fall Out Boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV
…and blame MTV for ruining their life. Here’s to the kids
who care more about the music than the haircuts.
Here’s to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here’s to the kids who hum
“A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me”
when they’re stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.
Here’s to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from
someone who didn’t even know they existed. Here’s to the kids
who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower
& didn’t feel so alone after doing so.
Here’s to the kids who spend their days in photobooths
with their best friends. Here’s to the kids who are
straight up smartasses & just don’t care.
Here’s to the kids who speak their mind. Here’s to the kids
who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.
Here’s to the kids who second guess
themselves on everything they do. Here’s to the kids who will never
have 100 percent confidence in anything they do,
and to the kids who are okay with that. Here’s to the kids.”
— Pete Wentz.

“The truth is, everyone you meet will hurt you at one point or another.
You just need to decide who is worth the pain.”
-Unknown

" no offence, BUT THIS IS GAY "

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
...hey

Do you find it hard to trust others?
somewhat

I bet you miss somebody right now?
all the time

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
sleeping

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
no wtf that's gay

Do people ever call you by your last name?
coul

you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
nope

Did you kiss anyone this summer?
nope

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
my mom...

Has anyone called you perfect before?
nope

When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
adam hugged me yesterday lol

If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
fuck yea

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing:
muhoghany vneck

Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
probably not

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
no

Can you fill this out without lying?
i'm not lying

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
candy

What are you doing now?
nothing

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
sure why not

When is your birthday?
in 5 days

What are you listening to?
sexy chick- akon ft. david guetta

Is anything bothering you right now?
student council, homework, semi

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
my tent on tuesday when i went camping

What is more important, happiness or trust?
i go solo, fuck trust

What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
stretch

Do you even know how to do the laundry?
do you?

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
maybe

Do you ever think "what if" about anything?
who doesnt??

you happy with the way things are going?
pretty happy

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you're down?
tuan

Have you ever been awake for more than 2 nights straight?
never doing it again

Have any memories that you'd like to forget?
yea

Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
narrow and small, but not too small- arial narrow

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
everything

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
everyone makes me smile

Are you wearing a ring? If you are, who gave it to you?
i wish i had one

Do you have a box where you keep all your really important things?
yea its so secret, i don't even remember where i put it!

How late did you stay up last night?
12

Are you nice to everyone?
not everyone

Are you wearing any make up right now?
no, i don't wear it at all

Do you always find it cute when a girl/guy calls you babe/baby?
no i find it disgusting

What is the last non-alcoholic drink you had?
oj

Who is the first person you would call if you REALLY needed help?
andrew

Did you sleep alone last night?
yea

Did you have a good day yesterday?
pretty good

Do you think people talk about you?
doesn't everyone talk about each other?

Are you open about your feelings or closed off?
i guess so

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
female

What would you do if someone ran at you with a knife?
oh fuck

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
ya

What will you do later?
sleep

What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
stomach pains

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
sure

Are you shy?
no

What was the last thing you cried over?
i got teary

Who is your celebrity crush?
alex pettyfer

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
do that shit everyday, cuz i'm badass

What are you really looking forward to?
my birthday , semi

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
maybe

What are your plans tomorrow?
i plan.. to go to school

Have you ever started a sentence with "no offence, but? "
no offence, BUT THIS IS GAY

Is it windy outside?
rgfnrfjdf

Anything you would like to say : oh hey dere tay tay

36 screening electrons

semi is offiicially going to be on december 4th. i have never
been so happy in my life to hear that it was approved. phew!
but i don't want the junior dance at it as well because that's
just really gay so. have i ever mentioned i hate student council
all because of like 3 people on it? well i do. my birthday's in
5 days! like its going to make a difference but it wouldn't hurt
for some fame for a day right ? screw my birthday wishlist,
it's not like i'm going to get any of it anyways. whatever.
i fucked up on my chem test. haha with lyna tran. wow, if
only that brown teacher wasn't such a snitch!

please shine down on me

i outsmartened my tutor in chem. fuck yea! okay so now that
my birthday has been mentioned, i know what i really really
want. first, i want a silver necklace with my name, argh. and
i really really really really want a sidekick all of a sudden. lol
and i'm the one who gets a new phone like every 5 months.
but i really really really want one now. fuck the uggs, i want
a sidekick! and a case for it lol. my birthday's in 6 days. i'm
pretty excited now, even though i should really be thinking of
other things.
anyhow, semi formal is in about a month and a half. semi date
semi date semi date. not telling tricia and jenna who, obvs a
surprise lol. i am officially captain semi! i plan everything!
i am da boss! (H) cirque du soliel, i am soo pumped for this shit!

walk into the night

i did not enjoy camping whatsoever. i was way too tired yesterday
to blog so i didn't at all, but instead i stayed up all night till 3:30am
just to finish my homework which wasnn't due today. my history
test went great though, so easy. i'm currently waiting for my tutor
to arrive. my fob tutor, i do not like.. whatever, as long as i do well
tomorrow on the chem test. so tired, i really want this week to end.
my birthday is in about 6 days, but i havent been thinking about it
much because of all the shit going on.
so camping was... cold. it was fucking freezing. so many raccoons
attacked us. honestly i don't think anyone slept because it was so
cold and creepy. the hike was not fun. a 5 hour hike is stupid. i
conquered my fear of heights, when i climbed those motherfucking
caves. but i got a few scars and bruises here and there. whatever,
never doing it again. don't want to think about it.

i have to clean and feed sugar on pet society, yum

stuff yourself , eat turkey!

happy thanksgiving everyone !

captain semi

i am so very very very excited for semi. yay burberry!

i'm a loser

this seems to be the only site allowed to go on at
my school but whatever. i'm in the school library
waiting for my homework to print because i
fucked my printer. i only got 4 hours of sleeeeep.
today is going to be a long day. i'll be glad once its
over though. STUPID WEEEEK, this is horrible.

friday in schoool. its cold today FML.
i'm sitting in the school library, i feel like a fag.

october is the MONTH ♥

sugarr

my crunch bar got stuck today in the machine. lol
mr. dabrowski had to use his butt to get it out !
i'm pretty sure i bombed my history test, i remember
falling asleep during the test yesterday anyways.
i'm addicted to pet society ♥